the meaning of being forgiven

a week ago..

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b: did u come to lab yesterday?
e: yes. i came in the morning, then i went to church, then went back and study until 2300 hours. why?
b: wahh.. you still need to go to church in this exam time? you should ask your God to forgive you for not going to church
e: [just smiling]
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well.. dear my friend,
i think i could understand why you said that, even though i (somehow) could not believe i heard that.

in fact,
i went to church because i was happy doing that.
i went to church because it was a thankful and willingness act that you might not understand it (yet).
i went to church not because it should be the best time to 'ask for help' (even it is valid indeed) for the next day's exam.

im not being a hypocrite.
you should know that it is very difficult indeed doing that.
sometimes movies, games, internet -and even studying- they look like to be the winner.
but i did learn over and over again, there's nothing can beat the joyful of going to church.

and that is the meaning of being forgiven..
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