ageing

here? nope..
over there? negative..
in my pocket? nope..
in the drawer? nothing..
dropped on the floor? i guess not..
between the books? nooo..

ahhhhh..
here it is, accidently 'exchanged' with other similar-stuff.. *grinning*
no wonder i could not find it :D

sign of ageing? huahua..
(by the way, can you guess what is it ? :p )
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it is...

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mumbling day

i've just noticed.. *cmiiw*
it looks like.. most of the bloggers are women..
is it because they are 'talkative' ? :D

anyway, a cold catched me yesterday !
i felt cold after i finished taking a bath. i felt cold, and it was getting cold, then i was shiverring on my bed. then this morning, i had diarrhea. my feet were numb, while my stomach was stiff. bad one, i guess.
now i felt a bit faint and dizzy..
it's better though, but i still can hear some noise inside my belly *hihi*
hope tomorrow will be better !

ban mian.. fried rice with sausage.. veggies, mushrooms, and sliced pork..
a glass of milo.. two slices of choc chip loaf..
yes, those are my meals today..

february, im goodbye-ing you! thanks for being so nice this year.
march, i welcome you! i spotted most of your days as the busiest and most hectic in this semester.. too many projects due, yeah i bet!
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pacaran & seks

Ques:
Pa Effendi bisa bantu saya bagaimana bicara soal pacaran dan masalah seks kepada anak remaja saya yang baru SMP?
Ceritanya begini, anak saya ini tidak ngomong sama saya, tetapi dia nanya sama adik perempuan saya, karena mungkin usia mereka tidak terlalu jauh. Lalu adik saya menyampaikannya kepada saya. Anak saya bertanya soal bagaimana cara berpacaran, dan jika ada teman pria yang tertarik apakah langsung diterima sebagai pacar.
Sampai hari ini, saya masih belum bicara banyak tentang pacaran dan seks kepada anak saya. Pikiran saya jadi takut sekarang karena memikirkan yang macam-macam akan terjadi kalau anak saya mulai pacaran. Minta bimbingan Pendeta Effendi akan hal ini. Terima kasih.

Ans:
Kita harus sadar bahwa informasi yang beredar di lingkungan anak remaja kita adalah bukan lagi bagaimana hidup tidak melakukan hubungan seksual sebelum pernikahan melainkan ajaran tentang "safe sex". Sekolah memang memberikan pendidikan seksual, tetapi cenderung ujungnya premarital sex adalah fakta yang tidak bisa ditolak, maka anak-anak remaja diajarkan bagaimana memakai pengaman dalam hubungan seks. Ditambah lagi peer pressure dari teman-teman remaja yang mentertawakan anak laki yang belum melakukan hubungan seksual. Maka mendengarkan kalimat, "He's such a virgin" bukanlah satu respek dan kebanggaan, tetapi bahan tertawaan.

Di tengah iklim seperti ini dapatkah ibu berdiam diri saja dan "berharap" anak remaja ibu akan bisa melewati high school dengan berhasil sukses menghadapi godaan ini? Tentu tidak! Maka mulailah berbicara tentang seks dengan mereka dan sekarang masih belum terlambat.
Saya akui memang sulit berbicara tentang topik seks kepada orang-orang, dan lebih sulit lagi jika berbicara kepada anak-anak sendiri. Namun patut diperhatikan bahwa berbicara soal seks dengan anak remaja kita, itu bukan soal penyampaian informasi saja. Anak remaja sangat memerlukan kasih, pengertian, trust dan komitmen kita untuk sungguh terlibat dalam kehidupan mereka. Jangan memberi informasi yang salah atau separuh-paruh; jika satu kali saja anak remaja menemukan info yang lain dan berbeda dengan yang kita beri, kita bisa kehilangan trust dari mereka.
Ibu bisa memilih cara apa yang terbaik dan dapat berkomunikasi dengan nyaman soal seks dengan anak remaja ibu, missal: mengajak dia makan bersama lalu berbicara terbuka; beli buku tentang anatomi tubuh dan informasi mengenai seks dan diskusikan dengannya (sambil berikan prinsip yang jelas bahwa jika anak remaja ibu ingin mengetahui tentang seks jangan mendapatkannya lewat pornografi).

Apa saja yang perlu ibu bicara tentang seks dengannya?
Pertama, sangat penting untuk meletakkan seks dalam terang perspektif positif. Jangan sampai kita takut anak kita terlibat dalam premarital sex, maka kita gambarkan seks itu jelek. Dengan jujur katakan bahwa "seks itu indah dan baik, anakku. Itu adalah momen yang begitu indah, nikmat dan penuh bahagia ketika dua orang yang saling mengasihi bersentuhan. Lebih enak dari makanan kesukaanmu. Dan satu hari kelak kamu akan menikmati itu dengan suamimu." Banyak orang tua yang takut bicara blak-blakan begini sebab berpikir nantinya malah anak remajanya tergiur untuk mencoba seks itu... Tidak!! Mengapa?
Karena kita menaruh seks itu dalam kerangka yang jelas: dalam konteks pernikahan. Sebab sia-sialah untuk menyembunyikan keindahan dan kenikmatan seks. Ketika ada seorang gadis duduk di dekat remaja putra, ia tidak dapat menghindarkan diri untuk tidak terangsang secara seksual. Dan ia tahu sensasi apa yang ia alami dari rangsangan seksual ini. Sia-sialah jika anda berusaha menutup-nutupi akan hal ini. Malah jika kita melukiskan seks sebagai hal yang jelek, kita bisa kehilangan rasa trust anak remaja kepada kita.

Kedua, "jatuh cinta" adalah hal yang normal terjadi kepada anak remaja. Kita tidak bisa mencegah perubahan hormonal yang pasti terjadi. Kita tidak bisa mencegah munculnya perasaan ketertarikan kepada lawan jenisnya. Hal yang dapat kita lakukan sebagai orang tua adalah berusaha agar anak remaja kita mengerti dan memiliki konsep relasi persahabatan yang sehat dalam kurun waktu yang panjang.
Jika anak remaja ibu mulai berbicara tentang lawan jenisnya, jangan me-label-nya sebagai "boyfriend"nya. Anak remaja usia 14 tahun atau 15 tahun tidak membutuhkan "waktu berduaan" dengan lawan jenisnya. Itu masih terlalu muda sekali memasuki level secara fisik. Sebab hubungan fisik akan bersifat progresif, sedangkan anak remaja yang berusia 15 tahun, masih memiliki waktu 10 tahun lagi (paling tidak) menuju pernikahan. Tentu terlalu pagi untuk memanaskan makanan yang baru akan dimakan 10 jam lagi, bukan?
Maka sebagai orang tua, kita harus mendorong anak remaja kita untuk memiliki relasi dengan lawan jenis dalam kelompok teman-temannya dan di bawah supervisi orang tua. Saya anjurkan untuk tidak mengizinkan anak remaja usia 14 tahunan untuk pergi berdua-duaan dengan lawan jenisnya.

Saran saya yang terpenting adalah komunikasikan semua ini dengan baik dan jelas, namun penuh pengertian dengan anak remaja ibu. Masa remaja adalah seperti berperahu melewati air yang bergejolak, sebagai orang tua kita harus membimbing mereka untuk bisa melewati, kita tidak boleh lepas tangan membiarkan mereka memutuskan standar bagi diri mereka sendiri. Penting sekali ibu mengkomunikasikan dengan jelas set standar alkitabiah mengenai seks yang benar kepada anak remaja.

Doa saya menyertai ibu agar Tuhan memberi bijaksana.
Tuhan berkati!
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Sumber:
Q&A - Radix (GRII Sydney Newsletter, vol. 55)
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now what.. guess i know..

last night, my friend texted me, "besok mau maen tenis? 0830?"
huhuiiii... sapa takut!
so be it, playing tennis again this morning!
wow.. felt better than my last one..
[2 weeks ago.. 2 single-matches, against indian & singaporean, in the NTU IG 2009,
which i lost both.. 1-9 & 8-9 (tiebreak 4-7.. note: i was leading 7-4]
and today, i won the game, 6-4!
not bad actually, for re-boosting up my confidence :p
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i also changed 'my style' today :D
first, i cut my long hair..
the thing is, i was thingking of doing this 1-2 week ago, but still couldnt find the 'right time' *hihi* but (last night), an idea popped in my mind.. since the barber is nearby the tennis court, why dont i make a single double-shot?
so yeah, new hair!
(well, not so much different as all the previous one..
but let's call it 'different!'.. since it is my 1st time here :p)

and, i also decided wanna using my 3rd-quarter knickers (waist to a-bit-below knee), and green flip-flop sandal.. (or you can articulate: sendal jepit) haha..
here i go then :D

and yeahh.. one of my lab-mates noticed my (new) appearence, looked at me, and said, "you chang your style today!"
yess, it works.. wakakak.. :D
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and on youtube, i watched Voltus-V (haha.. you can read the posting here :p), Goggle-V (one of my fave too! maybe i'll make the posting someday), and yadda.. yadda.. yadda.. i ended up with air supply ! *haha*
i found their video, live show of course! have you ever heard these songs: without you.. stronger than the night.. lonely is the night.. everywoman in the world.. chances.. (if you have not, listen to them!!)
so happy found those videos, showing Russel still be able to sing with his high pitch.
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and now what? hmm..
im done with youtube..
the next tempted thing to do is.. what movie???? :D =================================================================================

Voltus-V

aaaaaaaahhh....
did you watch Voltus-V when you were kid? i did!!
and i've just watched it on youtube.. and still like it :p

honestly, i 'thrilled' when i re-watched it, especially when they transformed into the robot :D
so to give them credit for they've 'done' in my childhood *haha*, i'll write down all those phases here:

they must form a 'V' formation









shout, "let's Volt-in!!"







they're merging.. and you will hear the happy-lovely Voltus theme-song


no. 1, aero-jet plane --> face, head, & back
no. 2, square-long plane --> shoulder & hands
no. 3, cute-bulky-tank plane --> body & hips
no. 4, square-longer plane--> legs & shins
no. 5, a pair of small tank --> feet




and finish with saying, "Voltusssssss Fiveeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!"



or..
if you wanna watch it with your naked-eyes:



huahuahua....

thanks to:
http://users.animanga.com/voltesv/index.html
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gan bei

Alkisah seorang Cina dengan seorang Inggris yang saling tak mengerti bahasa kawan-nya masing-masing, pergi ke restoran untuk makan bersama. Dengan bahasa Inggris seadanya mereka saling menyetujui makanan yang dipesan dan ketika makanan datang mereka mulai makan.

Setiap kali orang Cina tersebut mengangkat gelasnya, ia berkata kepada kawan Inggris-nya, "Gan bei ! " (/kan pei/ artinya: "bersulang!" ). Si orang Inggris semula tertegun, namun ia melanjutkan makannya. Hal ini terulang lagi setiap kali orang Cina tersebut hendak minum, ia mengucapkan"Gan bei !" Si orang Inggris ini hanya mengangguk, diam sebentar kemudian melanjutkan makannya.Tak lama kemudian orang Cina itu kembali meneriakkan "Gan bei !" sambil mengangkat gelas.

Kali ini si orang Inggris meletakkan alat makan-nya lalu berkata lantang kepada kawan Cina nya,"It's all right if you CAN'T PAY! I will pay!! So shut up!!"
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Rambo IV

i just finished watching Rambo IV, another sequel of John Rambo. my personal right on the first place about the movie is.. he was just trying to come back, i guess :p

anyway, the movie is much less no different than the previous three (the first one is the best, still!),
but here i notice some variance:

‘more’ bloods shed all over the war-land
when i said ‘more’, that means – instead of ‘too much’ – it was too wasteful of blood. well, yes, for example, he cut his enemy’s belly thoroughly.. *hihi* or he head-shot the bad guy , somehow i amazed, so that you will see a head blasted from its neck.. or when the bullets splashed out all around the enemy, it just like you throw an orange on the floor *pyarrr.. crrrrrrtttt* haha..

somehow it just like ‘different’ plot
what was it? the problem arose when a group of messenger ask rambo to help them go across a river to assist a war-village in burma. as a well-experienced soldier, he just could not help stay on the boat when the missionarries were held as prisoners, and might be executed soon.
then the action began..
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it was a straight forward movie-plot. you could guess easily who’s gonna be the winner and the loser.
however, i was quite surprised that somewhat some of the good people was executed. the action-tensed itself was impressive..

just wanna append one crucial thought which came across my mind.
the missionaries are to disagree on taking someone else’s life, i guess..
but, what if.. it is carried out,
in order to survive.. ? or..

with the intention of saving other’s life.. ? or..

to prevent more crucial damage.. ?

is it acceptable?
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fears & preferences

"... So you can't always trust preferences to begin with. They can come out in a lot of places that are not so healthy:
- Fears of intimacy can attract you to detached people
- Fears of autonomy can attract you to controlling people
- Fears of being real can attract you to perfectionistic people
- Fears of your own sinfulness can attract you to 'bad' people
- Fears of your own neediness can attract you to weak, passive people
- unresolved family of origin issues can attract you to someone who is like a parent that you had trouble with
- And the list go on..

So, the warning here is to observe your preferences and value them, but be open to the fact that they may not be so good for you after all..."

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"What You Can Live With and What You Can't Live With: Limiting Preferences"
BOUNDARIES in Dating - Making Dating Work
by Henry Cloud & John Townsend
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14-02-2009

"..pay your debts as they come due. however, one debt you can never finish paying is the debt of love that you owe each other.."
(Rome 13:8a, GWV Translation)

happy valentine !
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why should i use linux ?

Top 10 Responses to Why Should I Use Linux?
-A Linux Evangelists’ Reference-

If you’re a Linux enthusiast like me, you’ve probably tried to convert a few people over to Linux from another operating system. Even though you succeed many times, there are always a few ‘geniuses’ out there who need some real persuading to switch over to Linux. So here are some quick and simple things about Linux you can point out to your potential convert.

Linux helps you get rid of viruses, worms, and other computer infections
Although it is possible to get infected even with Linux (malware is mainly written for Windows), its system architecture, based on a server-client relationship makes it difficult for a virus to do any damage.

Linux is fast and will stay fast
Vista is a huge resource hog. XP isn’t too humble either. If you use Windows for a longer time and install lots of different programs, your computer becomes bloated with trash data, consequently becoming slower. With Linux, even a major distro won’t demand more than 256 RAM to run passably with all the bling and a maximum of 2 GB of space. And it won’t get slower.

Linux is easier to use than Windows
Using the Terminal is not necessary in most cases.What could be easier than opening a package manager, selecting the software you want, and letting Linux download it for you? I hate it when people complain about how Linux’ hardware support bites. They probably aren’t aware of the fact that Linux supports more devices than Vista. I should know, I had my share of problems with three different versions of Windows with lots of pieces of hardware. Ndiswrapper-gui is fool-proof and you know it! You can’t expect a new user will know how to solve every issue.

Linux is free as in free beer AND as in free speech
Cost does NOT define the value of Free Software!All of the major Linux distributions are free of cost. Yes, that’s zero dollars. Ain’t it great to have a whole operating system and not be afraid you’ll get fined? You can choose from a multitude of great open source apps which come under the GPL license, too.

Your porn collection is safe with Linux
Don’t laugh. I’m not a big fan of porn, but it has a big market share on the Internet. On Linux (which is trojan, virus etc. free), every user gets a password, and you can see the source code so you know that FBI isn’t checking you out, like on Windows.

Thousands of Windows-only applications (even Photoshop CS3) and games work with Linux through WINE just as fast
You can also find good alternative open source software.The Linux experience may be a bit different for a user who needs some Windows-only software, because there is no good equivalent for it on Linux. There’s always WINE though. It’s a compatibility layer which can install Windows programs on your Linux Box, even games like Call of Duty, Unreal Tournament, Half-Life 2…

Linux looks better than Windows Vista or Mac OS X
It’s a simple as this: Linux has got Compiz Fusion and a very nice default theme, normally. You can imitate ANY effect other operating system boast with. If a Mac user still thinks his Mac OS X or Vista look better, don’t worry. You can make Linux look exactly like it in under 15 minutes.

Linux is fun
People always tell me this. And why? Linux users have the power to expand their system for free, they are free to modify the system exactly to their needs. You learn something new this way every day with Linux and if you do things right it can reward you with the desired results.

You can help improve Linux
There are lots of jokes made about ‘teh 1337 powerz of communityz’!!! Sadly, they exist mostly because they don’t know any good arguments against community. In open source, you can actually speak to the actual developers, help translate, develop and improve the software you are using right now while not helping others make wads of cash.

Linux makes you give your computer a name
It’s possible on every OS, basically, but Linux demands you do it! Sheer coolness.

from:
http://www.internetling.com/2008/03/14/top-10-responses-to-why-should-i-use-linux-a-linux-evangelists-reference/
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vita brevis

Tahukah anda kalau:
- Floria Aemilia adalah nama kekasih St. Agustinus ?
- St. Agustinus dipanggil dengan sebutan seperti ‘Aurel sayang’, ‘kuda jantanku yang kecil’, ‘Aurel kecilku yang lincah’, …. oleh Floria ?
- mereka mempunyai anak yang dinamakan Adeodatus (a deo datus = given by god) ?
- hubungan Floria dan Monika (ibu kandung St. Agustinus) tidak harmonis?
- St. Agustinus bertemu Floria pertama kali di bawah sebuah pohon ara?
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Apa yang terjadi kalau ternyata ditemukan sebuah manuskrip surat cinta yang ditujukan kepada St. Agustinus, penulis buku Confessions ? Tidak hanya itu saja, ada beberapa pandangan St. Agustinus yang diserang balik pula oleh Floria. Apakah St. Agustinus tidak berkata jujur?

Sebuah buku ‘kompleks’, yang mengaitkan bidang studi filsafat, sejarah, sastra, dan teologi dengan arti makna kehidupan diantaranya kejujuran, cinta, dan tanggung jawab.

Ditulis oleh Jostein Gaarder, yang sangat menarik untuk dibaca, khususnya bagi mereka yang sudah pernah menikmati petualangan Sophie di Sophie’s World.

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Comments: Bikin penasaran banget !
Category: Fiksi / Filsafat / Sejarah
Spoiler: Ribet bahasa-nya *hihi*
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18 years ago..

once upon a night-time..

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Mr.E says:
gw pernah dijambak dan dijewer
haha

Cicilya Lamuda says:
hahahaha
sapa yg suka jambak lo?

Mr.E says:
sm bu lisa dijewer cambang
bu dede di jambak
sm bu lina disayang
*halahhhh haha
eh iy gw jd ingettt
gw beneran disayanggggggg
gw inget, gw disuruh apa ya yg tiap pagi itu
cek tandatangan ato buku tugas
trus bukatutup lemari dia

Cicilya Lamuda says:
astaga ... gue aja blank ga inget apa2

Mr.E says:
hihi suddenly i remember that
small part of what i did
hihi iya gak
kl pagi2 biasa disuruh kumpulin apa sih
tdtngn ulangan gitu ya

Cicilya Lamuda says:
seinget gue dulu lo 'galak' bener

Mr.E says:
galak? masa?

Cicilya Lamuda says:
iye ... meja pake digaris batas segala
ga boleh lewat
apaan tuh?

Mr.E says:
hah? serius? huahua

Cicilya Lamuda says:
serius
ada yg msh inget loh sama kelakuan lo dulu
hahahahahaa

Mr.E says:
apa lagi ayoh crita2

Cicilya Lamuda says:
mmm
rada 'nyolot' juga ... (masa cowok2 galak, sih?)
ya gitu deh, kesenggol dikit, marah

Mr.E says:
ahhhhhhh lu salahhhhhhhh
bukan gw kaliiiiiiiii
bukan erwin guaaaaaaaa kan ada lagi erwin yg laennnnnnnn

Cicilya Lamuda says:
hahahahaha ga ngakuuuuuu
erwin yg tulisannya kaya 'rumput' itu kan cuma satu
beli penggaris panjang trs ditaro di tengah2 meja buat bates
pake ngancem "kalo lewat bates ini ... awas lo yah!!!"
hihihihih

Mr.E says:
lu exxxxxxxxxxageratingggg
huahuahua
astaga.. did i do that ?

Cicilya Lamuda says:
trs kl dapet ulg / PR /PS yg udah dinilai
lgs cepet2 diumpetin ke tas
takut diliat nilainya .... hahahahaha

Mr.E says:
ahhh ngibulllllllll
haha
*in denial mode

Cicilya Lamuda says:
beneran
ingetan gue masih tajeeeeeem

Mr.E says:
hihi
ingetnya yang jelek2 nih
penggaris
ngancem
ngumpetin pr

Cicilya Lamuda says:
hahahahaha

Mr.E says:
haha why did i do that..

Cicilya Lamuda says:
krn lo ga mau nilai lo diliat orang
apalagi yg lo anggep 'saingan'
gitchuu

Mr.E says:
lu ya saingan gw ?
haha oh my my.. lucunya gua duluu haha

Cicilya Lamuda says:
ga tau deh ... kan lo yg anggep
gue kan ga ngerasaaaa

Mr.E says:
hihi
ahhhhhhhhhhhh mau back to the past
brp taon lalu tuh ya
20 ya

Cicilya Lamuda says:
iya kali ... lupa...
lucu yah kl inget2 lagi
tingkah anak2 kecil suka aneh

Mr.E says:
iya sih
br brasa aneh

Cicilya Lamuda says:
hahaha
ntar jangan cengar cengir pas pulang
inget penggaris
batas meja
umpetin kertas ulg

Mr.E says:
i still cant believe
it was me
huahua

Cicilya Lamuda says:
hahahaha lo inget2 lagi deh
sapa tau ada enlightenment about ur past

Mr.E says:
lu salah org kali
gw yakin lu salah orang
haha

Cicilya Lamuda says:
kaga
berani jamin
*ih .. masih ga ngaku
hahahaha

Mr.E says:
wekk

Cicilya Lamuda says:
ngancemnya pake bisik2
supaya ga kedengeran guru
wakakakakakaa

Mr.E says:
hah boong luu haha
hmm kayanya percakapan hr ini
boleh dimasukin blog
haha

Cicilya Lamuda says:
hahaha
lo masukin deh
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huahua..
it wasnt me.. i didnt do it..
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new policy (updated)

see.. !!!!

what i said about the new policy has been critique here !

and i do akin to one of the complains !
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that

in the campus toilet..
i was standing in front of the urinal..
*you should know what i was doing*

then a man suddenly came in..
approached me..
his face looked serious..
ow..he just passed behind my back..
so strange..
then.. *slammed a door*

..
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BRETTT.. BREBETTT..
PLUNG.. PLUNGG.. BYURR..
BREBETTTTT.. PLUNGG.. BYURR..
BRETTT.. BRETTTT..
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world cup 2018

"..ika menang, maka cita-cita Indonesia untuk tampil di Piala Dunia akhirnya tercapai setelah sekian lama gagal melalui jalur kualifikasi.."
*hihi.. no offense.. but i cant help not grinning :D *

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Indonesia Calonkan Diri Tuan Rumah Piala Dunia 2018

Indonesia masuk dalam bursa tuan rumah Piala Dunia 2018 atau 2022. Proposal pencalonan diri Indonesia, seperti diberitakan Reuters Rabu 28 Januari 2009, yang disampaikan PSSI sudah diterima FIFA menjelang batas akhir penerimaan hari Senin, 2 Februari 2009.

Proposal Indonesia adalah salah satu dari enam proposal yang sudah diterima FIFA. Hal ini diungkapkan oleh juru bicara FIFA yang tidak disebutkan namanya. Inggris, Jepang, Qatar, Rusia dan tuan rumah bersama Spanyol-Portugal akan menjadi saingan Indonesia. Rencananya Australia, Cina, Meksiko dan Belanda-Belgia juga akan mengajukan diri sebelum batas waktu berakhir.

Pengumuman siapa yang akan menjadi tuan rumah Piala Dunia 2018 dan 2022 akan dilakukan pada tahun 2018 dan Desember 2010. Jika menang, maka cita-cita Indonesia untuk tampil di Piala Dunia akhirnya tercapai setelah sekian lama gagal melalui jalur kualifikasi.

Pengalaman Indonesia sebagai tuan rumah yang bisa dijadikan pertimbangan adalah ketika menjadi tuan rumah Piala Asia 2007. Namun saat itu Indonesia adalah satu dari empat tuan rumah bersama Malaysia, Thailand dan Vietnam.
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the 5th set..

huh.. cant see anything..
just the sound of the umpire..
and game! 1-1 (20:52)

huh.. bad-love game..
Nadal 2-1 (20:54)

ahh.. Fed’s double fault!! 30-30
fed’s backhand stops on net.. and game!
un-necessary fatal mistakes, i guess.. Nadal 3-1 (20:59)

Nadal 4-1 (21:04)
i feel bad now..
oh fed.. c’mon..
why do you play so un-confident..

Nadal 5-2 (21:08)
hiks.. huks..

30-40.. championship point for Nadal..
2nd serve.. deuce.. ugh..
advantage Nadal..
game.. set.. and match.. Nadal wins.. (21:16)
. . . .

arghh..hhhhhhhhh..
hiks haks huks..

anyway.. congrats to you, Nadal..
you are a tough baseliner & passing-shooter !
no one could easily beat you with that kind of style, i believe..

ugh, Fed..you could win this game, actually..
i did recall, you had twice 3 break points in 1st and 3nd set, but you gave it away..
i also sensed, you’re not playing with so much confidence yet made so quite many unforced errors..
well.. maybe next time.. still a long way to go !
i still luv you, Fed !! *hihi*
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