somekind of 'NO'

hoho..
yesterday, i said some kind of ‘NO’ to my supervisor.. hihi..
it was so so so uncomfortable saying that..
but somehow, i sense, if i didn’t say it, it could cost me a ‘pain in my bottom’ hihi..

the thing is, 2-3days ago, when he asked me to help him, i don’t mind, indeed!
but when he explained the project to me..
o m m.. o m m … o m m ..
then yesterday i decided to say ‘it’ :D

his respond?
he just said, “well.. that’s okey..” (and showing some ‘well.. that’s okey’ sign on his face) *hihi*
honestly, i didnt know (or let's say, worried about) what that ‘okey’ means.. haha..

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then, this evening, i’ve just finished the meeting with a whole team..
(there were 5 of us.. which 2 of them, you know what.. already left the team *gubrak dehh*)

and listening to them..
o m m . . .
for sure, they knew what they were doing.. and what they are gonna do..
they responded on each other’s comment..

and me? i? myself?
cengoo.. *haha*

i could follow on what they’re talking about.. i might understood the concept..
but.. heyy.. if i must join the team as the main programmer.. no way.. :p
luckily, he intended to hire another programmer..
and what makes me feel worse..
he asked me to ‘help’ him supervising the new programmer.. *teng tong*
serba salah deh.. haha..

well, ivm.. first of all..
sorry.. it’s not because i don’t want to help much..
but i (guess i) know my capability.. hihi..

second.. thanks for asking me this opportunity..
i know you didn’t mean any ‘harm’ to me.. haha..

lastly..
let’s see how’s the ‘supervising’ thing go.. :D
i’ll do my best..
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